![]() I miss you every second of the day, and it’s killing me. Nobody said that it is going to be easy to be in love, but nobody said that it is going to be this difficult.I would rather just keep looking at you than even waste a second on all of that. It is simply because we never waste any time on all that crap when we are looking at each other it is too precious a moment to be wasted like that. You realize how it is never awkward between us, how it has never been complicated whenever we are together.Enough of that for now, been missing you for I don’t know how long and can’t wait to not miss you when you are here. I really wish I had a time machine, not to move in time but to stop the clock when we are together. The time is never enough when it’s about you, and no matter how long, it feels like a fraction of a second when I am looking at you. I could spend an eternity with you and still want just five more minutes with you every five minutes.I will be waiting, don’t make me wait for too long. If all of that doesn’t make you miss me and come back, I don’t know what else will because I miss you even without reason, and I miss you all the time. The fridge is stacked, the movie collection is updated, the games are all set, the blankets are warm and cozy. Just wanted you to know that I got everything ready here.Now that we have already explored all the other options, you mind listening to me and doing the one thing that will really work? Be on your way back, can’t wait long, love you. I took your advice and started exploring new hobbies, couldn’t concentrate your thoughts kept distracting me. I also tried to enjoy some me-time, the absolute worst time of my life. ![]() Tried going out with friends, didn’t work out.I have no solution for this situation, except for you coming back and stopping all of it. Questions like, what do I do about all those memories that keep coming back, what do I do about this constant feeling of wanting to meet, how do I deal with you missing you all the time. I Never felt so clueless in a really long time I don’t have the answers to a lot of questions.Now that you aren’t here, you aren’t here with me. The sun shines a little less bright, the coffee tastes a bit more bitter, the parks don’t look as green, and all of a sudden, everyone feels to be mean. The nights seem empty the day seems cold, the music seems to have lost its melody, the taste buds don’t tingle anymore, the rain doesn’t make me happy like before.Just wanted you to know how much I love you and care about you, see you in no time. We really have come a long way, with a long way to go, and I look forward to seeing how life unfolds. I need you more than I thought I did, and I realize it now. I don’t feel like myself anymore now that you aren’t here. You went away and took a part of me with you, a very delicate part.You have become a very important part of my life, and I want that part to be with me all the time. What I feel these days is tough to explain, but what I can tell you is I love you, I always have, and I always will. I really hope that you could talk to my heart right now, for it would say just one thing that it misses you, more than it has ever had.I am looking forward to seeing you eagerly. I think I can get used to it but not for long I want you here the moment the situation allows you to be. It is really hard to get you off of my head, and to be honest I don’t really mind it. ![]() That’s what I have been up to all day off late.
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